birthday piccyz

nice and early


doesnt that cake look amazing, tasted better


as if marlene made it... it has the number and all :D:D:D


the clouds of smoke are already coming :P


nice and smoky... i love how the candles look


and there is the lovely smoke alarm which made the party complete.

cheers to jess for being the offical photographer, to marlene for making the cake and irene for helping marlene wash up. plus to everyone that made it so special

formalastic

before the formal



during the formal


took me alot to get this photo



before formal


im so lucky

haircut a la michael

i did this haircut myself, even if it is only the front... its not too shabby :P

thankyou :D

i know this is abit late but i had alot of work to do last night, with a maths spealist test and psychology essay due today, so i didnt get around to posting this and thanking everyone for my birthday. it was a great day from the very start when on the stroke of midnight i recieve two msgs cassie was so nice as to send a nice long loving msg, twas grand and annie was nice enought to send on too. silly girl hoped i wasnt asleep. with the nice msg convo i had with cassie bout winning in different areas :P:P i was happy to fall asleep with a smile on my face. the next morning i woke up bright and early with the usual scared thoughts that my alarm clock was trying to attack me with its awful sound. went to school, rather normal except for the 161 when i was questioned bout what i had apparently been saying bout people, rumers if you will. oh well, didnt matter, was funny how emma actually thought believed me when i said that it wasnt my birthday : P when i got to my home room i was greeted by two huge hugs from marlene and marina and then led into the room with my eyes closed, its supprising how many times people thought they would fool me with telling me there was something infront of me i was bout to walk into. when i opened my eyes i saw the most amazing cake i had ever seen. i really wouldnt of been supprised if marlene had actually gone out and got that cake. it was that good, had happy birthday michael 18th aswell... wow... tasted as good as it looked too. i felt so specail with all the effort, thankyou marlene. hehe... as the people arrived so did the candles on the cake. haha... when all the candles where alight.. thats when the fun started.. haha.. for one.. i could not blow any of them out. was so hard, i had bout 6 tries .. then the fire alarm went off... :P :P there was just that many candles on the cake. was really funny... great story to remember my 18th with. hehe... im glad there where so many people that wanted cake.. there was alot to go around. hehe.. jess if you can hook me up with some of those photos i would be happy :D haha.. it was so funny when ms walker came rushing in to see what was happening.. hahaha... good times. first lession was good except i really had lost all my luck was getting dealt the crapiest hands in arsehole. oh well. thats the way it goes. recess was good. was good just to be with friends had get lotsa hugs, vans stands out, as does robs singing and 18 hip ho-rays. hahaha... then it was down to work. and thankyou for the letter fileri. it was very very very cheesy but was very nice and aww-ing. and thankyou to g with his amazing nice post on his website :D :D and irene being first on both fileri's and g's sites to reply :D hugs all round in psychology :D then off to art where i meant to do work but didnt really get round to it. history was good, maths was great, got more work done then normal and criag got the class to sing happy birthday. when i got home i was more then happy to be able to talk to cassie before she had to go out. was good. got dinner made for me too, what a dinner too... thats bout it. did work. no way near enough, went to bed with a great warm feeling aswell. thankyou everyone that said happy birthday to me and made my day so specail. thankyou all so so so much :D :D :D
yours glama girl

you bring the bestest out in me

life is really amazingly great sometimes :D

What’s with how I feel?

What’s the big deal?

Every time something is right,

I loss sight of what is right.

Forgetting all that I should

And think of what could,

Could ever be here to stay?

Attacking my dreams and hopes,

I need to wash with soap,

To take away these thoughts.

Can you love too much?

Does thinking of such,

Matter that much?

Loving the way I do,

Always thinking of you.

Loving for us to be

Together for entity.

Thinking too much of what isn’t,

And never should be.

Thoughts of you wont leave me,

Following like a shadow that be.

The pain it comes now,

Like some sort of high.

But not from the drugs I take,

But the sleep I need to gobble

post to take up room!!!

this
is
just
a
post
to
take
up
room
so
that
the
table
can
be
seen
by
those
that
want
too
see
it.
um
might
aswell
update
this.
things
are
going
really
really
really
well!!
mainly
cuz
of
cassie
that
should
be
enough
LOVE YOU

another test thing

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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful

a normal post? oh my... whats happening

long live living if living can be this.
had an amazing time yesterday, oh my, the engagement party wasnt that great, wasnt expecting it to be, was more for my sister and jarrod, her soon to be husband. cassie was nice enough to come along, meet most of the main players in my family, still alot of family to meet thou.
i was so happy on the way to drop cassie off back at her place thou, was just the perfect mood. so good... so so good.
ive decided to stop being a bitch and start organising my P's, bout time really. im really looking forward to the 27th, sould be awnsome. um. thats bout it.
love you all, especially you, cassie.

your bitch.


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