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i love you, cassie, so very much! i miss you so much, i wish i could just sit and stare at you all day and all night. damn you and your not 'foldablitiy' :P i cant wait till friday, even thou there are bad exams between, i still want it to spead up, so i get to see you. thankyou for believing
I LOVE YOU!

whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am home again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am clean again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you

i would do anything to spend some time with cassie today. ANYTHING, i would get a ball kicked into my balls again from less then a meter away. happened yesterday in soccer.. so painful, the guy kicked it as hard as he could... not a pretty site, people said you could tell how painful it was by the look of horror on my face. anyway i would do that to be able to see her today. ARGH.. oh well... theres always tuesday. i hope. cassie im sorry if i cant make it on tuesday.
these last three months have been the happiest time of my life, easiestly. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CASSIE! everything just seems so .... perfect!
anyway. must get back to the only reason that i havent gone to see cassie at her work... DAMN REVISION!!!!!!!!
happy three months cassie. thankyou!

'A soul mate is a person with whom you can communicate on the deepest level -- beyond words, beyond our clothing and imperfect bodies, regardless of time and age and the awkward agreements we reach. And when you meet someone who warms to what's buried beneath your surface, who sees and celebrates the essence of who you are without your having to explain it over soggy breakfasts and late-night negotiations, you have found a soul mate.'
'All it wants -- whether we owners know it or not -- is the company of other like-minded souls.'

'i dont post on here offern because i usually am thinking the same thing... '

I LOVE CASSIE
CASSIE LOVES me
im SO very LUCKY
SHES so VERY BEAUTIFUL
i would do ANYTHING for HER
i WISH i was with HER right NOW and i saw HER less then an HOUR ago
THANKYOU, cassie, not just for LOVING me, seeing me FOR me, but for EVERY moment i get to spend with you.
i love YOU

what you have been waiting for

if you really want a long post i will give you one, even thou i really should be doing homework, so WHEN i fail year 12 i will blame every single one of you that reads this :)
anyway... so what should i write bout.. i know what im thinking seeing as this IS a blog and that is what they where meant for. george has the right idea not only bout ghost busters but bout how to use a blog. i dont post on here offern because i usually am thinking the same thing...
today i remembered when my good friend, tim g, and i went onto the nikki webster forums to pay out/ laugh at the pedos that are on there.. hehe.. 44 year old male that is a member of the forum, nothing suss.
so anyway what has been going on, well today i brought some of my formal photos to school and they where past around psychology, oh yeah.. i bet irene :) by a whole 6% i win :D, anyway, yeah.. not much to say there. nothing really worth saying just like this sentance. see THIS is why i dont write post when i sorta dont want too.. because tehy are just boring and a waste of time not only for me but for everyone that reads or even hears about it.
so what am i thinking right now, well im missing cassie alot, she is at some music consert thingo lucky her and so i dont get to talk to her :( unlike some relationships that i know off, i have realised that i hardly talk bout mine to people. most really wouldnt know how much i really do care for and ever love her and trust me its the full deal here. i have never said those three little words to someone, as in gf, let along meant it asmuch as i do when i say it and think it almost every second that i am awake. i know this must sound rather stupid, youve only been going out with her for just 2 months and 3 weeks.. what would you know. well i know how i feel (theres a plane landing in my room). i have never ever been more sure about something as i am bout cassie and mine's relationship. its really scary to be completely truthful that i have meet someone that i just click with so amazinly well. i am so thankful ever night that i have meet her, i am just so amazingly lucky, i dont know how else to explain it. im lucky not only to have meet her, thankyou nick :D and machel for having that party too, but also so lucky for her to see something in me that she finds so amazing and wonderful. i really hope that this relationship lasts, i dont think that i need to hope really, i really dont, things really could not be going better, well they could kinda but thats just silly talk and all in my head really, my fault. when im with cassie i just feel like the person that everyone else seems to see in me, if you think im happy at school, you should see me when im with her. oh my.. i never thought it was possible to have THAT much fun with someone. i just feel so amazingly alive when im with her. i dont understand why we have so much fun.. but we just do.. hehe.. the crazy things we get up too (cassie your NOT that heavy, not for my buff arms anyway :P :P). we really do do basically nothing when we are together... BUT ITS ALWAYS SO MUCH FUN! and its not just the making out either but this is never going to be the place for the sort of comments that follow on, sorry :P
i really hope cassie is having a good time. i just cant stop thinking bout her, i really do love her, i never knew what love truely meant before i meet her. so much for not talking bout my relationship, oh well, if you are anyone that knows me in person before and after i started even just talking to cassie, you should of noticed the difference in me and my happiness levels. i have never thought of myself as a happy person, in the past constent calls for me to be the happy michael all the time where voiced but, i dont see the point of being happy enless you truely have a reason to be.. and now i do .... and i love her so much. THANKYOU CASSIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway.. im hungry.. so i hope you are happy for your calls for huge post.. could of made it bigger... not such a limp and small withered old thing... ITS THE COLD I TELL YOU!! sorry.. that was really random. oh well.. time to eat food.
im not sorry to of wasted your time, you had a warning *shakes fist* see even now im just in such a happier mood just because i have gotten to express my love for cassie to an unknown number of randoms and people i see. turn in next week for me to talk bout how happy i am with my friends! :D you know who you are, if you need to ask then i guess you mustnt be my friend, go with your feelings people... TRUE LOVE IS AMAZINGLY AWSOME!

i feel a huge post coming on.... i dont know what its gonna be about, how i have been feeling will probably come out and be explained to myself more then anyone.... im afraid of what im going to write in it ... why do i feel like this?
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"simply because you can breathe doesn't mean you're alive, or that you've really lived."