awaiting a msg you sent yourself yesterday is supprisingly entertaining

http://www.oldeenglish.org/iwasthinking.html
its worth the download annie and jess.

phenolphthalein MacGyver says:
And there are weepy, wimpy, liberal types who whine, "Oh, why can't we all just get along with each other?" and who believe that governments wouldn't be necessary if we would just be nice and share everything. But believe me, these feminized, flower-power types don't know what they're whining about. Every civilized society does need a government.
musical ubiquity says:
G?

HAHAHAHHAHA

tonight at 2 minutes and 3 seconds past 1am the time and date will be 01:02:03 04/05/06

musical ubiquity says:
' if Star Wars ever actually becomes cool I'll be the most swanky person in the universe'
phenolphthalein MacGyver says:
did g say that?

Chocolate covered coffee beans have negative calories

Used for more then 3 days as a stimulate... and you will start hallucinating

first day uni..

phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
sorry if im slow to respond but im trying to do two things on two different computers atm
musical ubiquity says:
its ok, do that then talk to me babe
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
i can still talk, dont shut me out of your life
musical ubiquity says:
hahah shut you out of my life, do you think i would ever do that babe?
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
yes.. if i .... um... if died while i was cheating on you while i was killing myself while i was smoking while i was shaving my head
musical ubiquity says:
WHAT?
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
lol dont worry
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
but you would
musical ubiquity says:
what you doing?
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
installing ssh so i can access the logic system from home
musical ubiquity says:
deal
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
:)
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
awesome
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
your so in love with me!!!! :D
musical ubiquity says:
i am indeed :D
phenolphthalein! THREE DAYS! thats tomorrow! wed better get going says:
:D:D

'th eimportnat day are the days that are not marked special but are special because you made them..' - fileri

http://www.worldofescher.com/gallery/jpgs/P10L.jpg

the convo the afternoon after

andy g says:
how u feeling?
phenolphthalein! says:
neck is so sore
andy g says:
yeah how about the hand
phenolphthalein! says:
abit swollen
andy g says:
iv got a fat mark on my back where i took out the table from wrestling slutty
phenolphthalein! says:
lol
phenolphthalein! says:
its hard for me to support my head when im standing up
andy g says:
lol
andy g says:
bad times
andy g says:
too much booze and headbanging
phenolphthalein! says:
nar man... was worth it.. good times had
phenolphthalein! says:
i think this convsation is going to be my update post for my blog
andy g says:
cool
andy g says:
i better make some smart arse comments or something
phenolphthalein! says:
well.. you still have time
andy g says:
cool
andy g says:
im laughing that i beat birdy and stevens
phenolphthalein! says:
at pool
phenolphthalein! says:
yeah
phenolphthalein! says:
and i won us a ride home against stevens LOL
phenolphthalein! says:
it started off with him saying i had to beat him by 3 balls... but then i saw how drunk i was and so he changed it to just beat him... lol
phenolphthalein! says:
i think i sunk 3 or 4 balls
phenolphthalein! says:
hehe
andy g says:
lol
andy g says:
but u won
andy g says:
ahahhahahahah
phenolphthalein! says:
yep *proud* thats the main thing
phenolphthalein! says:
hes a good bloke
andy g says:
yeah he still gave us a lift home
phenolphthalein! says:
yeah. he knows how to gun that car
andy g says:
lol i couldnt tell i was a little drunk
andy g says:
it felt like we were going fast tho
phenolphthalein! says:
yeah.. i was supprised at how drunk i was
phenolphthalein! says:
and do you know how i sent that msg to that random which almost has the same number as cassie.. with the msg..'call me!'
phenolphthalein! says:
well... guess who called me this morning at 9 30
phenolphthalein! says:
woops
andy g says:
lol
andy g says:
i dont remember i just remember going o yeah a lot
phenolphthalein! says:
wish elliot was there thou
andy g says:
yeah havnt seen him in ages
phenolphthalein! says:
yeah... hes a really good guy
phenolphthalein! says:
i was right bout having lots of gas today :S
andy g says:
lol
andy g says:
what from?
phenolphthalein! says:
well.. it could be from the plate of baked beans i had at bout 2 30 or just from the beer... i think the later
andy g says:
lol
andy g says:
i feel pretty good today
andy g says:
just a little tired
phenolphthalein! says:
yeah... im fine, except my neck, hand. and stomach from gas... other then that.. completely fine
andy g says:
cool

bachelor of infomation technology (computing and multimedia) uni SA, at migill.

http://www.rofl.name/owned/owned_cat_haircut.jpg

and in the spirt of the site, rofl

are you breathing, NOW!
i feel like dancing, my whole body feels like its alive,
i dont know what i should say, im abit.. youa know.. abit off my tree off dancing with the pickies and the poopies. oh man.. im so ducked. i miss cassie, its been too long since i last saw you. o noies theres the bus! i better GO faster! pushes accelerator on and speeds after the bus in his car. sok heres the earth ROUND! oh this is taking so long as to how fast i think i can do it. oh im amazinged at how goodly my typing is atm. its like totally awesome! totally! nick remember to not smoke for the next 9 months or so ( nothing suss at all, promise, not pinky thou, just normal ones, i wouldnt brake one, oh man something just popped up on the screen! damn pop ups! anyway), the point is... mutente babies arent Kool, notice the k. so anyway i forgot that i was doing this as i was too busy shoulder dancing to staying alive. arh arh arh staying alivvvvvvivvvvivvivvvvvvvvvve, oh when you walk, *funky beats*. anyway. i dont remember what the point of that is. aARH RHARH ARH ARH syagina live ARHFAH AFH Astaying alive,veiviviviviivivvvvvvvvieeeeee OHJJHHHHHHHH
ok hard micro test.
so anyway, g wanted to go to a strip joint... so me and jay where like.. fuck that shit. and so didnt go in.. so the boyies got past the gards.. after nicely showing them there ideas.. ids that is. and then they walked in.... got asked for 12.50 to go in.. and they where like.. fuck that shit.. so the strip joint was offically fucked. but back to the main point. donkeys smell. im typing with one hand abd now with two, wow.. the time it takes to put 5 lillioes things in your mouth is takes the same time as writing "im typing with one had a" coincient. I THINK NOT!. so that means that me and cassie should get to see each other more offen.. cuz i like her alot :$ so i completely forget what i was doing before i remembered that i was typing this
im glad i let you marry someone.
hes vilating sdmksjg im i cant be bothered, osmething. um.. love cassie, done,go go go team, i love you cassie, cassie i love you. i think im gonna go to bed soonish.
thous are some bad rockess. those are some bad rockess. yeah, i blame the schools mostly. so i dont know what to write anymore. family guy is playing in the background. blagh blagh blagh blagh gh gh. i lobr houj hgk. ok so i go now. getting bored of this now.

http://www.somethingawful.com/articles.php?a=2738

gold

all i know is that im in love with someone that loves me too!

long time no post...
i donno what to write!
oh well.. i dont think i should say what my thoughts and feelings are atm.. im too drunk for that.
i do know that i miss cassie ever so much!
i really would get kicked in the nuts over and over again for her.. i dont care.
i love you cassie! i miss you like a chocolate person miss' chocolate cake.. not other chocolate products just cake.. oh well.. damn chocolate too tempting for girls.. not good enough for them.. not like other things.. i think i should stop raving on.. and dance,
jess is looking up pokemon porn!
oh but shes not ;)
you know what im talking about.. .enless you dont.. which case you dont know what im talking about so you dont know what im talking about and so it doesnt matter.. i can type really fast for someone who is drunk.. i can handle my alcohol.. oh wait.. i already knew that.. my bad.. i love you cassie.. im lissening to st germian.. awesome shizen! like the bomb diggertly.
i donno what im thinking atm.. i should post on cassies blog cuz she knew i would.. and atm. its just a reply to james' post..hmm... i donno what she expects me to write thou... all she was talking about was some hot guys her mother was talking about... oh well...
The Prodigy - Voodoo People (Pendulum Remix) fuicking awesome song! film clip is better!!!!!
so much better! actually i donno bout that.. the song is just so awesome and fast and so cool when ou are druink . im trying to keep up[ wuith the beat but iuts not working
!
haha
its aweoms efguin
im mobint my head to the must
arhg so much fun
so so so much
i miss cassie!
i cant even imagine my life wihtou her in it.. it would be so shit
i think im going to do something crazy and update one of my other blog things.. see how that is... love you all.. especailly cassie...
rob and van your so cool
elliot man.. i look up to you so much
jay hhee.. good times we've had
jess.hehe.. other good times... good fun
simon... what a man.. seriously.. hes got so much to give
fileri.. ill miss you.. i know most people will
andrew... ive known you for so long and but havent really KNOWN you for very long
other people.. i love you... i probably do!

you know you want too

TheGlome kinda told me to so... I know, fads are lame and all, but this could be fun! I changed it around a bit, though... I hope that isn't against the rules. Well, it probably is!

Comment, and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie/anything reminds me of you.
3. I'll answer any question you ask! Post it in your comment.
4. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
6. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
7. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. I suppose you don't have to if you really don't want to...

worst. day. ever.

12 hours to go, ive almost done half, best get back to it. GO TO SLEEP! wish i could! im too busy passing year 12 art.

you have 24 hours to complete a terms worth of art. your time starts.... now

my loverly cass cass found this, much much amusement had.

http://www.holylemon.com/HighOffSmoke.html

gold

all ive got, all ive gone is insane

I push my fingers into my eyes
It’s the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it’s made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works its way inside
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

OMG michaels drunk! run!!!
anyway, you all know what that means! a nice drunk'n' post!
so tonight was the last time i may possibly see some people from school! i dont know what to think. kinda interesting, i mean i may see some again during exams etc.. but will i notice them and or care that i do see them! more importantly should i care. i think too much thats what i do! sorry! ill just say what is always on my mind that you have all heard a millions times and shall hear it more and more and hopefully undertsand it and what not! I LOVE YOU!cassie i love cassie SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really really do! i mean that with my whole heart and soEL and i dont just say that when im drunk cuz i only mean it when im drUNK! hell NO! i mean it all the time! when ever something happens to me during the day all i think is 'is that important enough to tell my lovely wonderful cassie! i just dont know most of the time either! shes just so wonderful i just dont understand how i am so lucky to have found someone that is just so wonderful and marvous.. that likes me! ME... little old me that wil be woken up in about 5 hours so his sister can do work! thats gonna hurt.. at this rait i will have only gotten about 4 hours sleep. and will be up all the day.. trying to do homoework so i can go out and see my loverly cassie.. i picked her some flowers on the way home! was so random.. some of them are kinda interesting seeing them in the lgiht for the first time! ... hmm.. i might make them look better ebfore i geive them to her.. i think they are too crapy for her.. i hppe she likes them... im not going to the breatfast tomorrow... i kinda in a way.. wish i was.. not only because im feeling hungry atm.. but more for the fact that i might see some of thoes people that i wont care that i wont see again.. you never know what could appen.. maybne i will actually care that i wont see them again! peopel seem to be able to talk to me easy.... oh well.. im not complainig.. it was so good to spend some time with marina and rachie today.... during the graduation... cassie is so cute she asked me how it went! she cares about me! do you know how great it is to have someone that cares SO very much!! im so very luCK!! i dont understand it!! i reallyt dont!! argh!!! shes so wonderful! she could have someone SO much better then me.. but she doesnt want anyone buyt me..... im SO SO SO SO luckY!!!! i miss you cassie! cassie i get to see you in about 12 hours..ahahhaha. think of all the things that im supoost to do before then.. i dont know when ytou will actuallyt read this... i know i will have sent time with you before you read this..... i may even be with you when you read this or going to your house or some thinkg like that. i kinda burnt my hand... .AGGAIN!!.. oh well... its not as bad as last time... im not as dunkt as last time either!! i should of gone to the cas with craig and rob and van. and yeah... but i guess i didnt spend any moeny... hahahaha.. girls are so nice.. i was the 'officaly drink tester' making sure their drinks where ok.. or non possioned or something.. i dont remember.. but i had more then doudle what i came with .. not to meantion what nick was SO SO SO kind to donate to the michael is an alcohol caurse! .. tahts me i gues.... do you know that you hsould not hold back because its galvanize...
its so weried thinkigfnt that i wil never go to that school again.... well.. i will.. but not for formal lessions.. i just have art and exams to do.... oh my.. thats kinda scary.. htne i will be expected to go to uni.. and make something for myself.. i dont know if its too late for me to be able to get soemthing resionable or not.. i hope so.. hahhahahahahaha .nicks dad saw craigh attack me.. hahahha. poeple that know me will know what that means... hahahhaha... anyway.. i guess i should stop this.. for some reason... i think its so i can do something eles enstead of just constantly trying to no noe for over 20 mins.. i well actuallly technally its only been 16 mins.. but that can be rounded up. but atht is alot of trying when you thin kabout it.. just scrow up.. that is al done in 16 mins.. that is erather fast for a fdtrunk person... hahahah... anyway.. iwas going...... but i realy dont want to miss a think of you cassie.. i dont care what it is.. i really do love yo uwith all my heart and soul!!! i really REALLY do... your everything that i could ever ask for!!! when i htink of you i just..... cant believe how WONDERFUL you are... i just cant help but love you and think of you ALL the time... cassie..... i love you... there is just SO much meannig behind those words...
i wonder what your dreaming of right now! ... if the world was perfect then .. i hope it would be me your dreaming of... im so selfish when it comes to you.. i just want you to me.. i just want you to look at me.. and tell me all that you fell... i just dont want to miss anything of you.... cassie i really do love you more then anything in the world.. im sorry reast of the world.. but i just cant help my feelings... if my name was stacy then i would yell out that i love cassie.... i really do love you cassie.. i really really do! .. im gonna close my eeys right now an ssee what comes out.. hahah . i beat its all stuffed up copmared to what it ususaly is! hahahh .. ohj well.. i think i cana open them nowii i dont know if i dd too bad sometimes.... anyway.. i was going about 4 mins agao.. im been writing for 20 mins. thats oms eogog trytping..

skip the above part...
just read this
I LOVE CASSIE!
thankyou

i love you like a fat kid loves cake.

i would loss a game of starcraft for you.

thankyou

spending so much of my time doing... study.. (not playing games or being on msn) has given me more time to just think, by myself, bout nothing really. its got me thinking bout basically everything, everyone, that is my life; got me thinking bout just how different what i am to myself is compared to what everyone else seems to think and see of me. i am just so very lucky to have all my friends that care so much for me and thats not even including the love and devotion i get from my dearest cassie.
i dont understand (or ever will) what everyone sees in me, i could write a whole essay on this but with all the time i have spent doing or trying to do homework, the times im not with cassie or not doing homework i feel guilty for not doing either. now i also feel sorry for not spending as much time with my friends over this time. i can give myself some weak sort of excuse that you, the ones that are in year 12 too, are studing also. sigh, life is as hard as my mind decides to make it.
i should be off and study for the last two test that i have before exams.
once again. thankyou to all my friends, friends of the past (you shall never be forgotten), and anyone that has shown me any sort of kindness, i really do mean it, thankyou.

ill leave you with a few wise words from a song that seems to say all that i could and more :P
'dont stop, nigga hit it.'

sometimes

sometimes i just want to turn my brain off,
sometimes i just want to be normal,
sometimes i just want to be alone,
sometimes i just want to scream,
sometimes i just dont know why i feel the way i do,
and those sometimes are right now...

i love you cassie.. thankYOU for 6 months of wonderful joy!!!

http://www.artprints.com/images/DARE/large/DAREDAY-01.jpg
Daddy's Girl by Danny Day

i feel unimaginable happiness wasting time talking with cassie